I feel like everyone's off doing something productive except me. WHY am I not doing anything productive? I don't know. I haven't felt THIS utterly useless in a long while.
I have to push myself to revise, read, study, I have to do something about my utter lack of motivation and energy. PICK IT UP NEETS, come on, you can't afford to waste time now. Heck everything else, unplug your emotions, there's no time for these things.
I started 2011 on such a good note. A whole bunch of bad things happened, but I was super positive through it all. But somewhere along the way, something broke me. I wish I could find that easy optimism right now, I could really use it.
I have to push myself to revise, read, study, I have to do something about my utter lack of motivation and energy. PICK IT UP NEETS, come on, you can't afford to waste time now. Heck everything else, unplug your emotions, there's no time for these things.
I started 2011 on such a good note. A whole bunch of bad things happened, but I was super positive through it all. But somewhere along the way, something broke me. I wish I could find that easy optimism right now, I could really use it.

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