And So It Goes On

What are you doing Neeti. Seriously, what are you doing with your life. It's time to buckle down and focus on your work. Instead, you're doing what? Letting yourself drift, away from what's important, into dangerous emotional territory. There's no time for these complications, you have to give it up. Shut it out. Ignore. Suppress.

Emotions are time consuming. I don't see why they're necessary all the time. I think they should be removable when they're not necessary. How are they going to help me remember anything for exams? I'm not going to form emotional memories about saving the environment am I? Or about which brain areas differ in male and female adolescents? SIGH. Oh and don't even get me started on the heart. Sometimes I wish I could rip it out and store it elsewhere until it's done feeling. Or at least until exams are over. I can't bear to FEEL all these 10 thousand things AND try to cram knowledge into my brain at the same time.

Everything's just getting to me at the wrong time. Though I suppose you can say there's never a right time for these things. But two weeks to finals is DEFINITELY not a good time!

Oh and does my body cooperate? Of course not. Stupid womanly woes. They say it never rains, it pours. Yes, I can relate to that.