Saturday Blues (oddly enough)

I realise I haven't been blogging as frequently as I used to. Properly blogging I mean.

Well that's cos life's been a bit of a mess lately and when life's like that, I end up blogging vague, lousy entries that are really not worth reading, so I sometimes just figure I shouldn't blog.

My phone's dead and gone for repairs. All my contacts are lost and I'm very annoyed about that. So learning from that lesson, I'm going to back my computer up this weekend.

You know, technically, I'm supposed to enjoy the weekends because I get to come back home and chillax and spend time with my family. But lately I just haven't been enjoying that. I don't know why. It makes me very annoyed and sad when I don't enjoy being home. I don't completely detest it or something. But there are certain things that get to me. Like the complete lack of privacy. Like the constant need to answer for my behaviour. I don't know. I haven't been like this in very long.

Also, it really REALLY annoys me when I am home and yet I'm just alone. When I don't get company to go shopping or stay up and watch cricket or whatever. If I just wanted to be alone, I'd have stayed in hall for the weekend.

Something from social psych comes to mind. Where you're physically surrounded by people- family and friends- and yet you feel alone. They called it emotional loneliness. Hmm.

On a happier note, I bought new running shoes, since I aim to actually go running and playing sports during the remainder of the hols. I also need a swimsuit, since we have pool games for orientation and my swimsuit must be about seven years old. I have most definitely grown fatter since then. Blah.

Time for a late dinner. Toodle-oo